Such a beautiful planet spinning perfectly in orbit, f l y i n g through outer space! I like to remind myself often, if you couldn’t tell, of the macroscopic view (where we are in this endless multiverse) aaaaaand then think all those large objects we see are actually made of the most minuscule molecules,…
stillness
Do you know who you are? Have you experienced that self that flows through your body when everything else slows to stillness when all your attention is within when the whirl-wind of thoughts have slowed to a gently breeze… and maybe even disappear.. when the to-do lists, and the “I should’ve done..” fades when you…
A Love SO Big
I looked every where for it. I thought it was in the approval of my parents, my teachers, my coaches. I thought it was him, in the way he loved me, in his approval of me, in his attention on me. mmm and then when I had given up on it, I thought it was…
Enjoy Being
The greatest gift you could ever gift another, is your own happiness. #AbrahamHicks #TuneToHappy ….on this beautiful planet, full of life, of air, sunshine that grows all the crops we need, animals that give their lives to feed our bodies, which are composed of trillions of cells who are organized in the most EXTRAORDINARY way,…
Your Own Magnificence
The clear night sky tried to prepare me for what it knew would someday happen; it began to show me ever deeper aspects of its splendor, and then one evening just directly asked, Will you be able to withstand your own magnificence? I thought I was just hearing things, until a spring orchard I was…
Tales from Hospice Take 5
I like to gaze in to the eyes of Death It might sound odd, or scary, or maybe even a bit liberating? To me, each human I’ve ever sat beside, while gently holding their hand and gazing in to their eyes as they are letting go of life and slipping in to death, has given…
333 <3
#TBT I stand in front of this creation from 2015, it hangs on the ice machine at eye level, by the window, and soak it in. I find myself doing this more often lately. Standing there, re-reading the words, enjoying the details of the creation. If you only knew the conversations that have taken place…
A Dream Within A Dream Within A Dream Within…
As I shut my eyes last night I asked if I could experience lucid dreaming, to KNOW I was in a dream and be able to manipulate the dream, consciously. I awoke this morning around 5am with no memory of a dream, ‘no worries, maybe tomorrow’, I thought… I got up to feed my sweet…
Cells Deciding
I love anatomy class! It’s so fun and interesting to learn about my body and the cells and pathways that make it function. Sometimes my teachers will throw in a comment like, “is it magic? No… it’s Science” but I’m always thinking, and writing, it actually is a little bit of magic too 😉 I…
Last Breath – Tales from Hospice Take 4
Yesterday, I sat by his bed side as he took his last breath. This man, I had never met, until now, in this intimate moment… Lying on his bed, Hot towel drapped across his forehead, Eyes cracked open just enough to see them rolled upward, Breathing, strangely, but regularly… until, he wasn’t. I put my…
Deeper In ✶ Further Out 