Will you meet me? Will you meet me beyond words? Beyond the tight little boxes we squeeeeeeeeze ourselves and each other in? Will you meet me beyond the labels? Beyond the “You” and “Me” and “I” and “Mine” Beyond Female and male; lab tech, post doc, or faculty? Will you meet me beyond mother and…
Category: MyMusings
“Why did you move to San Diego?”
This past weekend I was back visiting the gorgeous, lush landscape of the Hudson Valley which is in the area I went to college in, for my brother Jeff’s wedding, which as BEAUTIFUL in every way. Over the course of the wedding events all weekend, I was introduced to many new people, mostly on the bride’s side…
No Coincidences
Coincidences: a remarkable concurrence of events or circumstances without apparent causal connection. No Coincidences. What does that mean? That means there are NO events on this planet (in this Universe even) that happen by chance or without significance or connection. The ACTS themselves are not significant but what IS significant is the understanding and knowledge that…
Mirror Gazing in to the Depths of the Love of my Being
When I look in to my own eyes… I see worlds I see Love I see golden light pouring from every ounce of my being I see something so real and soooooo alive. Beneath the eyes, beneath the atoms, beneath the mirage my senses perceive/see. My Soul myself unending always forever endless God Hello Dear….
Beyond Names – Who is this Me, You, I, We, “Jess”
“Study me as much as you like, you will not know me, for I differ in a hundred ways from what you see me to be. Put yourself behind my eyes and see me as I see myself, for I have chosen to dwell in a place you cannot see.” – Rumi I don’t know…
Take the World as Your Lover…
What if you take the whole World as your lover? Each Moment Allowed to blossom, in the constant love of your gaze… Every creature Every human Every flower, cat, and dog, Every object…. your lover. Deeply seen and felt, Allowed to expand Free to be Hungered for you on all levels by your lust, your love,…
I always have enough to give
For the past five months I have been using Dave Ramsey’s Zero Balanced Budgeting system, stuffing envelopes full of cash after every paycheck… let me tell you, it has worked wonders for me and given me a sense of empowerment around my finances. I have more saved than ever and I have a plan of…
Silence to Transcend
Three days facebook free. It feels FREEING, empowering, wonderful. I do not miss John Doe posting about his gym workouts or Jane Doe posting about her baby and her empowerment seminar she’s holding, or things people are complaining about or feel the need to share publicly. I had a thought today as I was driving…
Golden Year Golden Silence
“For now she need not think of anybody. [[She could be herself, by herself.]] And that was what now she often felt the need of – to think; well not even to think. To be silent; to be alone. All the being and the doing, expansive, glittering, vocal, evaporated; and one shrunk, with a sense…
Being Gentle with Ourselves
“You can search throughout the entire universe for someone who is more deserving of your love and affection than you are yourself, and that person is not to be found anywhere. You yourself, as much as anybody in the entire universe deserve your love and affection.” Buddha For the past two-and-a-half years in San Diego…
Deeper In ✶ Further Out 