Integrating

This whole afternoon, I’d been feeling this jagged part of myself, like an energy that was outside of me but felt familiar, a teenager or even younger, adolescent perhaps (or maybe even younger! like 4,5 with its middle fingers raised, kinda saying “f- you get out of my energy”.  I had a feeling I was actually…

Happy Valentine’s Day

“There are human beings on the face of this earth who do not know what love means, or companionship, who do not have parents, who do not have sisters or brothers, who understand an isolation that is bleak and cold, even if it is of their own making. Each of you in this room who…

Silence

Let silence take you to the core of life. All your talk is worthless. When compared to one whisper of the Beloved. – Rumi Lately, I have not felt like writing, or reading, or speaking.  I desire Silence. Stillness. Awareness. Breath. Myself. Sitting. Very strange compared to how I used to be a year ago,…

Silence to Transcend

Three days facebook free.  It feels FREEING, empowering, wonderful.  I do not miss John Doe posting about his gym workouts or Jane Doe posting about her baby and her empowerment seminar she’s holding, or things people are complaining about or feel the need to share publicly. I had a thought today as I was driving…

Golden Year Golden Silence

“For now she need not think of anybody. [[She could be herself, by herself.]] And that was what now she often felt the need of – to think; well not even to think. To be silent; to be alone. All the being and the doing, expansive, glittering, vocal, evaporated; and one shrunk, with a sense…