This whole afternoon, I’d been feeling this jagged part of myself, like an energy that was outside of me but felt familiar, a teenager or even younger, adolescent perhaps (or maybe even younger! like 4,5 with its middle fingers raised, kinda saying “f- you get out of my energy”.  I had a feeling I was actually seeing it because I am currently in Jarrad Hewett’s Conscious Creation University 2020 #CCU2020.  He is a multidimensional energy worker who does remote energy work on all of us participants, daily!  I had a feeing he had been working with our/my energies and that was my response to “his intrusion” (really his help).  He allowed me to see it, softly, by mirroring back to me all of myself so I can see it become it.

I sat down to meditate with his Crystalline Music Frequency Tracks on in the background. ( I also had the intention of reaching out mentally and psychically to my friend who was also meditating in Missouri, something fun we’ve just begun – not sure if that is important to the experience).

In stillness, that jagged part of myself appeared, giving me the finger.  It said it was just scared that I was trying to kick it out, abandon it, turn my back to it like it wasn’t me…..  “Oh, wow” not my intention but I can see how it would feel that way.  I told it I did not want to ignore it, and I beckoned it towards my larger being and I embraced it in to mySelf, with love, as a few tears streamed down these cheeks. And it integrated in to my being, or my awareness integrated it and we felt together, I didn’t feel that jaggedness anymore. I felt more whole and open to others support or knowledge 🙂​❤️​🕉️​​