“Study me as much as you like, you will not know me, for I differ in a hundred ways from what you see me to be. Put yourself behind my eyes and see me as I see myself, for I have chosen to dwell in a place you cannot see.” – Rumi

I don’t know who this “I” is anymore.  I do not feel like Jessica Marie Kramer and I do not relate to who everyone calls “jess” anymore. I can feel the limitation of the name “Jess” evokes for me, and for certain other people… I can feel how “Jess” has stereotypically acted, is supposed to act, is expected to act but I am not that anymore. – I love her, I love her so very much and she is always with me, my baby girl, my heart, my hero…. and I have dissolved in to her fully, I have felt her fully, I have felt everything she has done or did and I died to her, or maybe she died… and upon her leaving a beautiful divine being stands, a winged goddess, an angel, a hybrid, a multidimensional being…. unbounded, free, full of depth and love and thoughts that completely shatter the rigid, limiting concepts of reality and who ‘human being – Jess’ is supposed to be.

Perhaps that’s why, for the past five months I’ve been withdrawing from the world I had created for myself to live in AS Jess… I haven’t wanted to be around any one who has known me as her…. not yet at least.  The metamorphosis process is not truly complete — mmmm let’s stop and linger on that world… metamorphosis.  ah, yes… that’s it….

Whoever you think you are… can you allow the thought that who you are is sooooooooooo much bigger than that?  Go slowly and gently with this one.  You are not your body, you are not your thoughts, you are not your emotions, you are the spirit within, eternal, everlasting, multidimensional loving spirit – choosing to experience planet Earth at this beautiful time of opening… mmmmm enjoyyyyy ❤