The End of 2014

Today, Tuesday December 29th, between running here and there to do this and that I was fortunate enough to pop in to a Starbucks to have my grande Americano while listening in to call #2 of a three day Healing with the Masters ‘Setting up your New Year Right’ starring Jennifer McLean, Jarrad Hewett (myman!), and Emmanuel Dagher.  About hal way in to the call (30 minutes in) after Jarrad opened (just hearing his beautiful lightness makes me SMILE so much!) and Jennifer played her soul song to which my whole body was vibrating, Emmanuel started his piece and I just felt a wave of appreciation wash over me… to be one of the few people in the world on this call, in this conversation, the most expansive, beautiful conversation there is… to be brave enough to look at the world through eyes of Source and not what has been forced upon me.  To be in a conversation where I accept that my outer reality is ALWAYS a reflection of my inner being, as hard as that is to swallow somethings, although with each day and each miracle that I experience it is becoming more and more FUN!

I hung up that phone and was overflowing with Love, happiness, abundance and Joy.

2014 has been quite the year… I met Ram Dass in Hawaii just this past December, he kissed my check actually and then he told me he loved me more, I ‘met’ Jarrad Hewett for the first time in March, spoke to him on one of his conference calls and through him/his community I discovered so much more of who I REALLY am that has completely saturated my life with depth, miracles, levels, excitement to experience more! I travelled to Stockton California for a Jeffery Combs seminar, I completed as an introduction leader with Landmark Worldwide after I asked myself, “If you didn’t have to save the world.. what would you really be doing? – something more fun that’s for sure!   Oh I went to see Abraham who are the most fun, deep beings ever!! I travelled to Brooklyn to celebrate my brothers engagement, I travelled to Texas a few times, I killed it at my job this year, I dropped out of graduate school… again lol… I fell in love again, I broke a heart or two, I had my heart broken, I ran in to an ex-boyfriend who completely changed my life a year ago and my fantasy of falling in love again (or at least re-visiting the best sex of my life.. hah) was shut down after I met his new girlfriend… which led to a ‘completion call’ shortly after in which he did admit, “our relationship was magic, you are magic” (felt soooo good!) I did biofeedback, acupuncture, Isagenix cleanses, played a hell of a lot of soccer, went to the gym 11 months of the year waking up at 5 am every day to me now…. only playing soccer and sleeping in past my alarm…  The only thing that seems to make sense or seems to inspire me is the talk of God and spirit and connecting with higher dimensional guides and seeing a new earth on this reality.. touching as many souls as possible, whispering to ever persons inner being that I meet, “Wake up. Wake up. Wake up!”

This year has been a FULL expansive year to say the least!  I have learned to trust myself, to love myself, to rely on my feelings and to sit with my feelings and just FEEL them without having to DO anything.  Meditation has been good to me. Paramahansa Yoganda has been good to me (Jai Guru) thank you for that unconditional loving gaze you give me.

I feel 2015 will be a year of Abundance, Freedom, conscious creation, expansion, alignment, connection and LOVE. wow.. growing through joy 🙂 bring it on 2015. thank you thank you thank you Universe for shinning your light on me (and all of us), life is so much more fun when the universe is your best friend.  Cheers to more rendez-vous and being in my vortex.

~wishing every one an amazing 2015~

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